Truth...

I actually plan what to write here just a while ago,
I put the paper in my book but on my way home,
I've decided not to use it.
I'm just going to say what I want to.

I love the times we spent,
I used to like being with you all,
But it has all changed,
I don't want to go back to you guys,
I'm just glad I'm forgotten,
I don't blame you guys for forgetting me,
It is my fault,
I don't want to hang out with you guys but I can't say it.
I don't want to act like the victim anymore.
I chose this road,
My decision was to leave you all,
I kinda dislike how I get forced,
But I do enjoy all the laughters,
No fake,
Just tired and no longer wanna force myself.
I joined you all because I wanted a gang of my own,
A place where I belong,
But you all were just online and a gang of cosplays.
Nothing more.
That kinda make me feel sad.
But it's the truth..
I'm sorry.
But I never regret what I did..