Suicide... -.-"

OKAY,
TO MAKE THIS CLEAR,
I POSTED ON FB,
AND NOW HERE..

I AM NOT GOING TO SUICIDE -.-"
Only idiots will do so...
Why should I waste the life god gave me?
I'm just repeating what I said in fb-.-"
anyways, NO MATTER HOW EMO I AM,
I WILL NOT JUMP OFF A BUILDING,
BECAUSE WHATEVER PROBLEMS I HAVE WILL NOT SOLVE THAT WAY,
I rather talk to my babes about it rather then have them and my family mourn for me -.-"
Unless I get hit by a car and died on the spot too bad -.-"
My friend once said that nobody knows what will happen.
Yeah, she thinks I might suicide because who knows.
Kinda true but, I hope I won't be so irrational.
Plus, PLUS,
Suiciding is just for those who can't run and feel vulnerable.
I have a big future ahead me.
I rather suffer than suicide and suffer few hundred years repeating the way I suicide,
I heard thats how things go..
HAHAHAHAHAHA,
No matter how sad I am,
I have my babes with me,
Thanks to my babe nata for last night,
I finally felt positive and happy again!
I was once an emo kid,
Unhappiness,
I even put a sisscors on my wrist,
But I didn't want to abandon everyone in my life,
So, I rather write it all down or say it all out to myself.
My "alter ego?"
HAHAHAHA, AT LEAST I DON'T GO JUMPING DOWN A BUILDING.x)
Plus, with all my babes with me I won't do anything stupid.
I hope xD My friends words are kinda scaring me maybe I will suicide.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
:D :D :D nahhhh x)
But if I do,
Just be sad for a day only my dears,
I don't want to see any tears for a person who doesn't deserve it.
If I even went to a decision to suicide,
Just don't even mourn for me -.-"
It's not even worth it -.-"
I abandon people with suiciding and they are mourning for me when I leave?
Wow.... HAHAHAHAHA
and, I'M NOT SUICIDING,
THIS POST IS CAUSE TWO PERSON ALREADY THINKS I WANT TO SUICIDE -.-"
THAT IS ALL -.-
Dang, I feel like punching them in the faces but who cares,
One of them isn't even worth it,
The other?
I don't know. xD
Tatax~
Need to find a way to get my ipod touchie~
OWH, AND BEFORE I FORGET,
I SAW A SNAIL THIS MORNING!!!!!!!!
IT'S HUGE!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Hahahahahaha, :D
So cute~~~~~~~
Anyways,
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

-Yuki-