STUDY!!

Have to focus on studies way more than anything now.
Stop thinking about nonesense.
I'm just an idiot,
Aren't those story enough to hold on this feelings?
I should have known that knowing you more will make me go deeper,
I never imagined this to happen so quick,
Guess shuld just keep my distance from now.
REMEMBER HOLD YOURSELF IDIOT!
You have lots of things to do idiot,
Japanese exams,
School!!!
Gosh,
I think I can't even breathe this year,
my pay back for relaxing to much,
I have to study for exam !
do not go out anymore! :)
No sunway and anything!
giving all my ang pau money to my mama,
For my ipod touch 4... x)
My sacrifice,
I need to do my homework tonight,
Not going to online,
No more facebook addiction!
Need to do some push ups first then start studying some japanese,
Then add maths homework
and science,
So on...
So many things I want to blog and not hide my feelings but I can't use to com much,
Going out tomorrow too.
I hope, I can handle all of this.
Give me the strength ...
Love ya..
Got to go
Dinner..