Saturday, January 29, 2011
Back to blogging after a long year...
Many things to say and many things to express but unable to say it out.
Blogging might help but who knows who is reading every sentence I'm writing.
But, gonna start studying once again~
Tomorrow need to do chores and a few homeworks from japanese lesson to school work.
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Loves add maths because it helped me understand maths! :D xD
It's true!!! :D hehehe
Starting to love volley ball a lot!
Physical going to start soon after CNY!
My whole body pain already just thinking about it. Hahas.
But I'm gonna get fitter so it's worth it!
No pain no gain!!! :D :D
Recently, felt a lot of drama's around of me.
Don't want to mention what and or anything.
Owh... this is consider a new blog about a new life.
I'm going to let go of my past that pulls me back from staying happy.
I'm just going to forget everyone I met through online.
Brothers or Friends,
Lovers or Liers,
I don't want to remember any of you.
I only added two I really consider as my best friends and trust them.
I love everyone but always get hurt by thoughts.
These two friends however will not hurt me by any thoughts.
I don't know why but I feel calm and easy.
I don't want a life facing the computer and facing unknown people.
I just want my pure life so I'm moving on.
If you were my best friend once,
Had memories with me once,
But I just left,
Forget about me.
I'm just useless,
I just can't face the pain already,
If you think you are also facing lots more pain,
I'll tell you this,
Everyone has different limits,
You can stand yours does not mean I can stand mine.
So stop comparing me with you and your pain.
I had enough also okay?
I told you many times my pain,
But you just compare by saying you suffer more and tell me to chillax.
Why should I chill when you are the one suffering?
I can chill if you stop comparing pains.
I decided to move out of such friendship.
To readers who think I'm at fault,
Go on...
I don't want to have a friend which I don't feel myself.
I just want to be myself.
A happy go lucky girl.
I can emo easily,
So I love my babes for holding on to me whenever I fall.
Thanks a lots babes! I love you all~ :)
Nata Teo , Chanel Wan , and my beloved Suki Chew~
I love you all,
Thankfull to meet you babes~
Wish to go out with you all to sunway and GET ON OUR DATE~ :D
-Yuki-